iih what if yolo is true? i’m so fucked then. all hope’s are on reincarnation, a do-over
själen mår så bra på ängsö
been down for the count for a while, a few days. it’s so boring and horrible. mostly boring i CANNOT STRESS HOW BORING IT IS.
and sneaky! like someone or thing just turns me off. or dims me down to a flicker instead of clear steady light.
stayed in bed like the modest mouse song. finally got round to read the goldfinch tho. my gods what a read. couldn’t put it down. readrearead. aaaah sooo goood going through my mind the whole time. it was like waking up after a dream when i’d finished it.
watched the kids are alright, the hours (again) stupid magnificent that film, shitloads of dexter (again. why??) and a whole lotta other rubbish on netflix.
treated myself to all sorts of sugar. first along the proper life loving treat yo self lines. then more along the crackheaded, oh it’s all going to hell in a handbasket anyway so why not just eat crap all the time and call it a day.
thus probably also treating my self to a whole new butt :/ beach 2014! *weak yay*
but as sneaky as it came, it’s sorta kinda sneaked off and today i’m less panicked and yesterday was mucho nice-o in bromma hanging out with everyone and snuggling with linus my new phenomenally cute nephew/god son. i seriously feel sorry for anybody who can’t look at him/ be him. so fucking kay-oot.
anyway. blahdy blahblah. nothing and everything happens. we mooch around. eat something. watch something. read something. flash fake smiles. break out real ones. lather rinse repeat.
ladies celebrating ladies kicking it breakfast-style
like a faacking karate chop to the heart
obsessed with CEO wonderland
hadn’t given his latest a second thought til i listened to the J&V interview and hearing the songs i felt feelings for music i hadn’t in forever. i just want to stand under a stroboscope and go mental, run through a field, swim in the ocean, laze on sun-warmed rock. everything and nothing. it makes me feel everything and nothing at the same time *favourite feeling*
here on spoddify
and here are a few tracks on soundcloud
well what have we here but the 24th anniversary of the UK release of “enjoy the silence”
this LGT post happened to coincide perfectly with today’s date
today was relativly grrrrreat! woke up dead early with no trouble at all. i swearsies it’s because the alarm went off at the “right” time during my sleep cycle. you know how sometimes the alarm going off makes you feel like being brutally ripped out of something soft and sweet and how sometimes waking up is smooth and seamless your eyelids sliding open like a robot someone’s flipped a switch on.
brisk walk to work.
fixed a lurvly breakfast (if i do say so myself) including a waffle station. it was for a colleagues last day and going to the trouble didn’t feel like any trouble at all because i like him so much. he’s one of the good ones and i’m sad to see him go but happy for him that he got away. took some pictures for LGT. bought expensive meat as a going away present for last day guy. apparently they age the meat for, ages, and during that time dip it repeatedly in melted fat, like some kind of cow candle to make it extra tasty.
it’s anna’s birthday today, internet’s too.
anna’s husband had whisked her and the kids to a suite at story hotel for the weekend and spoonie, gus and i swung by for drinks to congratulate her. a bunch of her friends and loads of beautifubeautifull, sweet kids of all ages running around in a lovely tizzy. i drank a glass of champagne and hung out with them
mostly the whole time. spoos and i broke off and walked to slussen together and got a chance to chat. <3
back home. a bit buzzed. eating a sandwich. laundry time booked for tomorrow. peace out january. you were real.